i hope that you dont regret anything that we did. i know that i dont regret anything i did. im sorry for everything, if i ruined things for you. i put so much energy in me and you ;[ im just stupid.i cant wait to get through this cuz if killing me right. not in a bad way but, i need to STOP cryin myself to sllep and stop cryin right in front of you. stop tryin to put broken pieces of a puzzel back together and just leave it alone already, maybe no throw it all away but just keep a piece ;[
im tryin as hard as i can to get rid of all my feelings to at least keep you as an option.i know that you wont leave her for me but fuck! I JUST WISH... thats all i can do" wish".i have everything that i need to know and now its all up to me to make my decision. my decision is to still keep you as a friend, but just know that that ill still be here.i aint going anywhere. im STILL here for you.
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